Heren-kun

Hey, Heren. Can you believe 13 years has passed? I sure can't. I've been going through something. However, I'm in a much better place mentally than I was so long ago. I adore so many things in life now. I miss a lot of the laughter I had in the old days. Its hard coming back to DA and doing art. It doesn't feel the same not having someone so share my ridiculous art ideas with. I still remember that shared dream a few of us had. It was kinda cool. I miss so much of the old days. I'm glad I met you. I named a character in my novel after you. I think I'll actually try and write the novel I always talked about. One day I will have the guts to write a comic. Take care. <3

Hey Heren. It's been too long. I am getting better at being honest with myself and taking life a day at a time. Your still an inspiration to me. I loved your creativity and attitude and you were always so nice to all of us. I can't count how many long terrible nights where I felt terrible but an rp with you and the rest of GM brought me laughter late into the early morning hours. This place isn't the same without you and its weird how time moves. This has been the longest week of my life. I lost a lot of people in my life and each one feels just as sad as the last. I lost my mind for two years in grief. I am back now, I'm not stronger but I can cope better. I am starting to see a lot in life now. I am glad I met you and glad we got to talk. Thanks for inspiring me to draw and even to this day your tutorials have helped me.

hey heren it's been a while, a long while. did you know that even after all this time d gray man STILL isn't finished? i miss you, i still really miss you. i haven't been on this site for so long, i just couldn't. i couldn't bear to be on this site, i tried over and over to reconnect but it felt so empty.  i had so much i wanted to say, but now i can't even remember, i just miss you i guess